Wasn’t sure what I should title my latest writing after not writing for quite some time. I hate that anyone thinks that I write this for the attention or to create drama, that I can deal without because I think I’ve had enough drama for multiple lifetimes. So sorry if you think that. So where…

I made a guestimate when it came to Luna’s birthday and this photo was taken from the night I brought her home. Scott told me about some kittens he seen at an oil field drop site that the gate guard was feeding. He had asked if he could take one cause he knew I missed…

That sounds like it it pleasurable but it is not. The exquisite pain one feels when grieving is very profound. No one can tell you how long to grieve or how you’re supposed to grieve. It comes out of you and can encompass you. I cannot tell you how many tears I’ve cried since my…

As I sit here I’m trying to think of if I want to start with my Dad or talk about myself and what’s been happening in my life. PTSD is definitely not something I’d wish on anyone and no I didn’t suddenly get it I’ve had a good bit of trauma growing up. I’ve been…

I’ve had PTSD for probably many years or the anxiety I had post sexual assaults in my past were exasperated by the trauma of 2018 with the domestic abuse (emotional & psychological) abuse I endured along with the concluded murder of Dexter. Of course I’m not ruling out the fact that he likely caused the…

There are days when you wake up and you wish things aren’t quite going your way. I’m having one of those days. I had an issue in the way back to the house and I prefer not to talk about it but it shook me up badly. This prompted me to contact and make Dr’s…