I’m not sure how long it takes to withdraw from certain medications and I think some of the feelings I’ve been having in the past couple weeks have been from that. I have decided to try to find alternatives to the prescription and see if I can live without that chain to the fucking pharmacy…

I’m still currently unmedicated for my anxiety and I’ve been wondering if I should try to see if I can refocus and go without the medication because I’m sick and tired of forking out money I don’t have to see a doctor so I can get a fucking refill. I fucking hate going to the…

I have always considered myself to be a decent person. I’m understanding, honest,  compassionate, kind-hearted and I try to be a decent human being. I listen to my friends and family and try to be there for them whenever they need me and I do that in relationships as well and all I ask is…

I’ve laxed quite a bit with my writing and my artwork for the past month. Reflections of July for this year was muddy and difficult. Not saying that the difficulty is done but I have a different perspective now. Last I wrote was beginning of July just before the difficult days that I face and…

This time of the year near July 4th I become a bit emotional…no matter how hard I try to bury it or not show those emotions they seem to rear their ugly head’s to imho burden those around me. For those that have been reading I’ve covered a couple of reasons why this time of…

May 30, 2016 – June 27th So I decided I’m going to do this. Why? I’m doing it so you can learn a bit more about me and maybe I will too. ?#?lovemechallenge? day 1. This is how I feel right now. Not towards everyone. 43 and fabulous! ?#?nomakeup? don’t care, don’t need it and…