There are days that it takes everything for me to push myself and continue to still be here. There are other days that it feels effortless and those days are much easier for me. I’ve probably been off my medication for over a month now and for the most part I think I’m doing pretty…

As strong as I am I do have difficulties at times keeping hope alive. Usually happens when I have a connection and the connection pulls away for in my humble opinion, no good reason. I am a good person, I would’ve made a great Mother and always wanted a child but alas the universe decided…

Here are some of my favorite pics from the concert and a link to others. https://www.amazon.com/clouddrive/share/xG7sCof623I5tnf3qzsuRPHXRfRNL9awzXU5NHpyPV

I’m not sure how long it takes to withdraw from certain medications and I think some of the feelings I’ve been having in the past couple weeks have been from that. I have decided to try to find alternatives to the prescription and see if I can live without that chain to the fucking pharmacy…

I’m still currently unmedicated for my anxiety and I’ve been wondering if I should try to see if I can refocus and go without the medication because I’m sick and tired of forking out money I don’t have to see a doctor so I can get a fucking refill. I fucking hate going to the…