There are days that I’ve been feeling better but I keep asking myself how much I am. When I’m alone and laying in bed on sleepless nights I find myself crying so hard, gasping to breathe and wishing it would just stop. The pain from my losses is so intense and the need to act…

I wrote this on a grief support group for pets. Has story of both Luna and Dexter. Luna died in my arms at the end of July 2018. I heard a sound in the kitchen and ran in to see what was going on and seen her struggling to breathe. I called my best friend…

Today I’m not exactly sure what to expect out of court. The unknown makes me nervous. This whole court process and case for me is difficult. For me Dexter isn’t just a piece of property. He was alive, he was sweet and he didn’t deserve what happened. He didn’t randomly attack anyone and if he…

I have been trying to adjust to what life I have left. What life I screwed up in multiple ways along the way. What life I made seriously bag choices with. What life I’ve been left with since this that and everything else. I hate being scared. I hate what I allowed someone to do…

It’s more than hard for me to look at this State VS Randy J Holt and think that it’s just a cat. It’s just a piece of property. In the state of Wisconsin pets are viewed as property. Which is why during my injunction hearing for the restraining order came to play the judge explained…

As the days get closer to Monday when I have the first hearing for Dexter many thoughts continue to race through my head.  The other day I tried to make contact with the assistant District Attorney to touch base with her in regards to what to expect from Monday’s hearing. I talked to my advocate…