I spoke with Dr. Alison French on Friday in regards to some things that I thought she might be able to answer about Dexter.  I asked her if Randy did what he says he did by strangling and beating him on the head 10 to 20 times (pretty hard) if there would be any kind…

In many ways, it was just like the song and I wished it was Sunday. I had a rough night of sleep and had to be up early to go to the gastroenterologist and have my allergy shots. The nurse shot me up before the other nurse for Dr. Black came to take me for…

There are days that I’ve been feeling better but I keep asking myself how much I am. When I’m alone and laying in bed on sleepless nights I find myself crying so hard, gasping to breathe and wishing it would just stop. The pain from my losses is so intense and the need to act…

I wrote this on a grief support group for pets. Has story of both Luna and Dexter. Luna died in my arms at the end of July 2018. I heard a sound in the kitchen and ran in to see what was going on and seen her struggling to breathe. I called my best friend…

Today I’m not exactly sure what to expect out of court. The unknown makes me nervous. This whole court process and case for me is difficult. For me Dexter isn’t just a piece of property. He was alive, he was sweet and he didn’t deserve what happened. He didn’t randomly attack anyone and if he…

I have been trying to adjust to what life I have left. What life I screwed up in multiple ways along the way. What life I made seriously bag choices with. What life I’ve been left with since this that and everything else. I hate being scared. I hate what I allowed someone to do…