It’s not easy, I can feel your pain and you often go to a very dark spot. I call it my dark passenger. Always seems to sneak up on me at the worst times and it can be really hard to see the light. You have to find what helps you, reading, music, meditation, art…everyone…

Monday January 21, 2019 for me in Central standard time it is at least. I’ve had a headache most of the day. It went away for awhile because I went to help my Dad with his drywall. I helped him Saturday after work and he asked if I’d come Sunday morning. It was a nice…

Thing is I haven’t been sleeping well and I am currently out of my anxiety meds because I have been so busy and preoccupied this week given what Friday is. This week is the preliminary hearing and is possible they’ll skip the preliminary hearing and enter plea agreement. The plea agreement is something debated on…

So I haven’t written anything in about a week. Last post was about Jodi and her Father so what I should say is for my efforts last week came up short. That may sound a bit premature but I thought I’d get at least a text or something. I get she was busy and so…

I dedicate this entry to my best friend Jodi and in loving memory of her father, William Fourt. Yes, I have been going through my own private hell for the past year and I know you have had plenty on your plate but for all the years we’ve been part of each others lives I’m…

Let me tell you a little about what this is like for me. First of all when something bad happens you find out who your friends are because they’re immediately at your side no matter how awful it is and my situation tested that to the fullest. It tested my best friend Paula probably the…