I know what it feels like our I feel I do. I realize I’m too much for most to handle and so you go. Find excuses to go, to not see me, to not have to talk to me, to not have to deal with me. I’m not saying some aren’t legitimate but I really…

Sometimes when one tries to smooth things over they get more fucked up with the attempt. I think there are times that one should be cut a bit of slack. But if course I’m a stupid girl and no matter how charming or pretty I am or that people think I am I NEVER seem…

I worked at the Smoke Shop today until we closed, this is a regular day for me however today when I was done and waiting outside with doors locked I seen the very familiar black jeep with partial Wisconsin plate KWT and the passenger rear window still duct taped. Then I seen him drive right…

If you’re wondering yes that is a quote from Fight Club and it’s the attention grabber. The quote at the end of this blog is my favorite quote in the movie because it speaks volumes to me and always has. I don’t think I quite started understanding that until this past year. Maybe I haven’t…

So Friday the 16th I went to the housing authority to put my name on the list. I’ll admit I’m not thrilled about that, first off there’s currently a 3 to 6 month wait and secondly then I’d likely be living alone and what other parts to into this process? I don’t really know all…

First off I want to thank Joe for making my Valentine’s day. It was the absolute best part of my day and I love you for making it special for me. I wasn’t expecting it and it almost got messed up but that is one thing that turned out great. Now I want everyone to…