Sometimes I worry about things I have no control over. Someone I care about gets sick and I’m not sure what’s going on and I worry because the last thing I heard was that they were sick and then the wait.

Sometimes I worry that things aren’t changing fast enough and I’ve had patience so long and feeling like I’ve been teased with the maybe it’ll happen and yet I wait.

Sometimes I feel like I don’t know when I’ll ever see anyone from home and it hurts me and it hits me hard with the upcoming holidays it’s almost too much and I get so sad.

Sometimes I feel like I don’t know what to do in order to change things so that things will be easier for me to get to where I need to be and other factors are there in the wait or waiting for me to decide what or where or when I should, how I should.

Sometimes I feel so overwhelmed and sometimes I feel I’m in control. Sometimes I feel so alone and feel like I’m so ready but don’t know what to do.